The Death Cure - Chapter 56

Thomas had closed his eyes when he did it. He heard the impact of bullet on flesh and bone, felt Newt’s
body jerk, then fall onto the street. Thomas twisted onto his stomach, then pushed himself to his feet, and
he didn’t open his eyes until he started running. He couldn’t allow himself to see what he’d done to his
friend. The horror of it, the sorrow and guilt and sickness of it all, threatened to consume him, filled his
eyes with tears as he ran toward the white van.
“Get in!” Lawrence yelled at him.
The door was still open. Thomas jumped through it and pulled it shut. Then the van was moving.
No one spoke. Thomas stared out the front window in a daze. He’d shot his best friend in the head.
Never mind that it was what he’d been asked to do, what Newt had wanted, what he’d pleaded for.
Thomas had still pulled the trigger. He looked down, saw that his hands and legs were shaking, and he
suddenly felt freezing cold.
“What have I done?” he mumbled, but the others didn’t say a word.
The rest of the trip was a blur to Thomas. They passed more Cranks, even had to shoot some Launcher
grenades out the window a couple of times. Then they were through the outer wall of the city, through the
fence to the small airport, through the enormous door of the hangar, which was heavily guarded by more
members of the Right Arm.
Not much was said, and Thomas just did as he was told, went where he was supposed to go. They
boarded the Berg, and he followed as they walked through it and did an inspection. But he never said a
word. The pilot went to fire up the big ship, Lawrence disappeared somewhere, and Thomas found a
couch in the common room. He lay down and stared at the metal grid of the ceiling.
Since he’d killed Newt, he hadn’t thought once about what he had set out to do. Free of WICKED,
finally, and here he was voluntarily going back.
He didn’t care anymore. Whatever happened, happened. He knew that for the rest of his life he’d be
haunted by what he’d seen. Chuck gasping for air while he bled to death, and now Newt screaming at him
with raw, terrifying madness. And that last moment of sanity, eyes begging for mercy.
Thomas closed his own, and the images were still there. It took a long time for him to fall asleep.
Lawrence woke him up. “Hey, rise and shine, boy. We’ll be there in a few minutes. We’re dropping your
butt, then getting the hell out of there. No offense.”
“None taken.” Thomas groaned and swung his legs off the couch. “How far will I have to walk to get
there?”
“A few miles. Don’t worry, I don’t think you’ll have too many Cranks to deal with—it’s gotten cold in
the wilderness. Might see a few angry moose, though. Wolves might try to eat your legs off. Nothing
much.”
Thomas looked at the man, expecting a big grin, but he was busy in the corner, putting things in order.
“A coat and your backpack are waiting for you at the cargo door,” Lawrence said as he moved a small
piece of equipment onto a shelf. “You’ve got food and water. We want to make sure you have a nice,
enjoyable hike—relish the joys of nature and all that.” Still no smile.
“Thanks,” Thomas muttered. He was trying so hard not to slide back into the dark pit of sadness in
which he’d fallen asleep. He still couldn’t get Chuck and Newt off his mind.
Lawrence stopped what he was doing and turned to him. “I’m only going to ask you this once.”
“What?”
“You sure about this? Everything I know about these people is rotten. They kidnap, torture, murder—do
anything to get what they want. Seems crazy to let you waltz in there all by yourself.”
For some reason Thomas wasn’t scared anymore. “I’ll be fine. Just make sure you come back.”
Lawrence shook his head. “You’re either the bravest kid I ever met or plain crazy. Anyway, go get
yourself a shower and fresh clothes—gotta be some in the lockers.”
Thomas didn’t know how he looked at that moment, but he imagined something like a pale and lifeless
zombie with dead eyes. “Okay,” he said, and headed off to try to wash some of the horror away.
The Berg pitched and Thomas held on to a bar in the wall as the ship lowered to the ground. The ramp
door started cranking open with the squeal of hinges while they were still a hundred feet up, and cool air
blasted inside. The sound of the thrusters burning roared louder. Thomas could see that they were above a
small clearing in a large forest of snow-dusted pine trees—so many that the Berg wouldn’t be able to
land. Thomas would have to jump.
The ship descended and Thomas steadied himself.
“Good luck, boy,” Lawrence said, nodding toward the ground when they got close. “I’d tell you to be
careful, but you’re not an idiot, so I won’t.”
Thomas gave him a smile, hoping for one in return. He felt like he needed it, but got nothing. “Okay,
then. I’ll get the device planted as soon as I get in. I’m sure everything will go down with no problems.
Right?”
“I’ll have little lizards flying out my nostrils if we have no problems,” Lawrence replied, but there was
kindness in his voice. “Now get. Once you’re out there, go that way.” He pointed to the left, toward the
edge of the forest.
Thomas pulled on a coat, slipped his arms through the straps of the backpack, then carefully walked
down the big metal slab of the cargo door and crouched on its edge. It was only about four feet to the
snow-covered ground, but he’d still have to be careful. He jumped and landed in a soft spot—a fresh
snowdrift. All the while, his insides were numb.
He’d killed Newt.
He’d shot his own friend in the head.

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